Friday, October 31, 2003

the sky is so bright, yet its raining so heavily, hmmm, even nature contradicts itselfs, y not man.

just back from work lo, damn lucky not caught in the freak rain, or i'll be wet. spent a dae in the office with my bro, ridwan, quite fun la, i wonder hows life going to be when he ord, den i'm going to miss him and be lonely lo, haha. and some more got no one to ride me ard in the scooter, sad case. never mind la, we will be racers soon, ha, wait for my license, bro.

thinking of going to break for a while now, but den a little lazy lo, hand like injured, and i happened to see the tpjc dancefest today again, i looked like shit in the performance lo, die~ when i was in that performance, i was breaking for over a year. den later i had another 2 performances at tjc, one impromptu, another kinda last min thingy. the last min thingy was caught on tape and yes i looked like shit still~ haha, den i was breaking for close to 2 years. den the other impromptu one was during the tjc talenltime. that was during my ns trainin. i felt that one i did rather ok, but den i couldnt rilly see it as it was caught on tape, hmmm. come to think abt it, i only started breaking a little more seriously since entering ns. i wonder if my standard have become better den last time already, hopefully so~

think i'll go and break now, must not give up sia~ where is my goal of five flares? better go and work on it~
gilbert at 2:37 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}